This is a very personal post about trip to Gdansk, where I met my soulmate Patryk for the first time. It was kind of weird, because it felt like we know each other for so long, I didn't feel uncomfortable at all. We have spend 90% time together since the trip was only 2 days long. It was beautiful, I was extremely happy and my brain was finally relaxed (can't say the same about my body as we went a little bit crazy with alkohol during first night of my stay). I though I will throw some pictures from that weekend in here, because I'm so grateful for these two days and since this blog is my diary I have the feeling it should end up in here. Still not sure who's reading it. And if anyone.

Regarding beauty content that I'm planning to post. I didn't start yet, cause I'm in the weird period of my life, where I'm looking for a way I should follow. I'm not afraid and I'm looking forward to the new, but there are important choices to make ahead of me. I'm considering moving out from this amazing and aesthetically pleasing country, as my brain can't stand this ignorant nation anymore. I still believe that it will be different somewhere else. I also started planning my life and bought a new planner to do so. I'm still very bad at it and kind of have troubles to stick to tasks I set for myself, but I hope daily practicing will keep bringing me closer and closer to perfection (I am not expecting from myself to be perfect, that is the first lesson I have learned from the planning master I follow).

Regarding my spiritual path, I must admit that lately my connection to the universe got a little bit weaker, but I'm slowly going back and through daily practicing and evening affirmation I hope to rebuild the strong relation we used to have. I am aware that universe is still taking care of me, protecting me and will help me to not to loose my faith. I'm also very grateful for Katka and Patryk, who are my universal connections and their physical being on the Earth keeps reminding me about spiritual life happening above the surface of this planet.

So please, dear universe... I know you're reading my blog posts ;). Take care of Katka and Patryk and other beautiful souls and make sure they're always safe and happy.

Ohh... I just wanted to throw here a sentence or two and instead I went crazy... I guess it's time for pictures. And to my dearest and most beautiful mum: I hope you are reading it and practicing your English (even though mine isn't perfect). ...and I promise you I will throw here some fashion content you are constantly asking me for.


So I decided to write that post, because I was checking pictures from different fashion weeks happening right now and there were no feminine outfits whatsoever. Of course we can now discuss what does 'feminine' mean and there will be a lot of people getting angry at me saying 'woman can wear whatever she wants' and I totally agree with that. Don't get me wrong, I love the outfits that were captured during fashion week, but I was just missing some girly/feminine looks there. Therefore I'm throwing down some inspo from 60s.

source: internet


These pictures are a part of the project about food fetish my friends did at school couple of months ago. I haven't publish them anywhere yet, blog is the first place. I like the final effect that we achieved, the pictures are almost untouched and I like how unphotoshopped my skin and body is. So pure and natural. 


Apparently, there are more people reading this blog than I expected.  To everyone who's here, welcome! Don't get scared by the pictures of my ass, I just don't have any other place to post it and I find it very artsy and believe that the world should see it. Anyway...
Long time, no see, no hear, no write. I'll try to be more regular from now on, I feel like it helps to clean the mess in my head. A lot of thing has happened since the last post. I graduated, won a price for the best student of the year, got the new job in the restaurant called "mangia" and spend amazing summer holidays in DENMARK. Yes, you heard it right! This year, Summer came to Denmark and for last couple of months it was as warm as in hell in here. 
What is more in the end of June I went for two weeks long festival tour in Poland. First I flew with Izabelka to Katowice for Tauron festival, which was the best festival I have ever been to. Very clean, well-behaved and mature festival with selection of very good artists. After the festival I went to Poznań for 1,5 days to see my parents and visit home, which I haven't seen in months. Sadly I had very little time to enjoy moments spent with them, cause I needed to run for another festival in Gdynia called Open'er festival. Huge venue, 120 000 people, great artists such as: Nick Cave, Depeche Mode, Gorillaz, Massive Attack, Arctic Monkeys, David Byrne and many more. The festival has finished on Saturday and on Sunday I was already in Warsaw attending The Rolling Stones with my father. I'll probably post some pictures from this trip in the next post. 

Open'er was a great festival not only due to crazy artists selection (I know, orgasmic, right?), but also because I met some friends, which I haven't seen in ages and got to know new amazing and inspiring people. 

After the festival, there was this guy, who texted me on instagram with who I fell to have this insane connection, which is very difficult to find nowadays. I feel like we really understand each other and I wish he would be my best friend in a real life. He is an actor and musician, maybe that makes us have so many subjects to talk about and so many things in common. He also loves to listen to classical music and love to read books. Sometimes I wonder, if he's even real. And he's so beautiful. He could be a sculpture, I promise. 
He's just beautiful in body and mind and is one of this people, who I would like to be surrounded with, but who are so precious and difficult to find. 

Dear universe, please be kind to him and keep an eye on him. You know I trust you more than anyone else!